i just love myself...

s0metimes...

i just fall f0r myself...i'm s0rry f0r ign0ring...

y0u...

my past...few month ago..heehhe

btw..da lme x mnaip...huhu...f0r myself...

few m0nth ago...sem baru...final year...last sem...

thesis...lab...assgmnt...ptar...cafe..huhu

test...quizzes...educati0nal visit...b0oth...brain teaser...exam...

urghh..ann0ying...s0 busy...

but n0w...i really miss th0se kind of things that make me crazy..huhu

f0r a little while...

miss u lab...

miss u exm...

miss u thermal cycler...

miss u class...

miss u assignment...

i will leave th0se of y0u f0r an0ther gr0wing seeds...

huhu...paham ker...tbe2 rse nk jadi philos0pher...

miss u campus life...

till we meet again...

s0me other time...

in future... (^_^)v

love peace..n0 war..

(^_^)

t0day is one of my best day...

all things g0ing sm0othly n i want to thank to Allah for giving the chance for me to live even though there still some mistake that i d0...

the same mistake...

i really that i will change myself slowly to be a better pers0n in the future...

and always try to improve myself...

really...

perhaps s0...

dear Allah...

i hope that you will send me a man that have faith in me on the right time...

i really don't know how to make the right decisi0n...

please guide me YA ALLAH...

THE MOST GRACIOUS AND M0ST MERCIFUL...

please be true to me....

be true to me...

if n0t u will make me feel miserable...

be true to me...

if u want me to trust u...

be true to me...

if u don't want me to go...

please tell me...

let me be clear...

what are the situation we are n0w...

so that i will never be confuse...

don't try to provoke me...

if u don't have any interest on me...

don't try to flirt with me...

if u are not see me in your future...

so please...

don't give me hope...

unless u love me...

because i already fall for u...

how is it?

how is it?

my feeling toward y0u...

i can find any..

is that means i already fall for you?

hati dan perasaan memang susah nak diungkapkan...

yer...hari2 ak lately agak kelam kabut...haha

s0ry ar kat page ak yg sunyi nie sbb xlawat ari2...

skrg tgh busy ngan final year pr0ject...

bak kate org tgh berapi ar sbb da last sem an...

tapi last sem ak ni agak huru hara sket...

haha...sbb ak ad m0od yg x tentu arah...wat derr...semak jer an an em0si nie...

kan besh ar jugak kalu xd em0si...leh ar wat ap2 tanpa sebarang kemusykilan...

haha...tbe2 teringin nak jadi vampire...

tapi wujud ker vampire kat dunia nie...

wah...ak xtaw ar ap prasaan aku sekarang nie...

padahal test es0k tapi x abes study ag...sian kat umi ayah aku...

ampun umi,ampun ayah...saya tak berniat nak war camtu...huhu

okay g0 back t0 the st0ry...act x start ag p0wn...

huh...pengakuan pada diri aku sendiri...

aku memang susah nak mengungkapkan yang aku suka or xsuka...

or sayang atau ap2 perkataan yg ewww...ak sdiri xleh nak sebut atau text kat org yg sepatutnyer...

maaf kepada org yg pernah menyayangi aku...

mungkin aku terlalu ego atau malu untuk menyatakannnya...

but act aku xd ar eg0...

sbb the main reas0n aku x sebut sbb aku takut hati aku sdiri yg dilukai...

in other w0rds...aku x percaya relati0nship tu akan kekal...

i'm s0 sorry f0r n0t saying that t0 y0u before...

fuuhhh...

n0w...ak decided nak study jer...

xnk ingat bnda laen selaen Allah Yang Maha Esa,kekasihNYA Muhammad S.A.W...ummi,ayah,abang,uda,amat,w0o...

huhu...banyak sangat laki2 dlm idup aku sbb adek-beradek ak smua laki2...haha

aku bersyukur...baru lega sket rase...huhu...

live ur life t0 the fullest!!!

:: slangkah ke alam dewasa ::

mniti hari2 yg mdtg...

bkn perkara yg mudah...

byk persiapan yg harus aku lakukan...

dan banyak epis0d yg harus aku terima...

mnolak bukan jalan penyelesaian...

mnerima ssuatu perkara...

dan bagaimana kita btindak balas ke atas sesuatu perkara...

amatlah penting untuk mniti hari2 dgn pnuh sabar dan saling memaafi...

aku yang kini sdg mlangkah detik demi detik dalam khidupan...

serasa ada bayang yang mngikuti...

ya...

itulah dia...

dia yang bnama kisah silam...

kisah yg mjadi sejarah...

mjadi ped0man masa hadapan...

menjadi panduan mengel0la kehidupan...

mengayun langkah penuh curiga...

agar rentak terus berirama...

agar angin mengalih arah...

agar sang bintang terus berkelip indah...

agar malam semakin cerah...

agar pagi kembali datang...

agar sinar kembali...

membawa erti...

pena sedang mnari...

mlakar indah warna warni...

kehidupan...

d epis0d yg baru....

aku...

yang mlangkah ke alam dewasa...